oh i just read doreen's post
i realise whatever she said was true.

going for cell group is like my favourite
the thing is that i went theree for friends.
emma,SQUEAK,doreen,claire,hwaimayandothers.

but then after i read do's post
i really feel so disappointed with myself.
indeed, i shouldnt have went just for friends
but i should go for GOD'S WORD.
and i definitely wanna thank SQUEAK and EMMA
always persuading me to go for cell.
and then i realise.
its not just about GOD's WORD.
its about your fellowship with god.
how much he means to you in your heart
that you would give your all to him.
i feel nasty now. its like i couldnt take off my time
just to learn about his word.

however, im glad i went last week.
met up with many of my friends
which i havent seen in WEEKS.
im glad to see your smiles and faces.(:
definitely.

dear heavenly father,
you are just so awesome. you changed my life the day i knew you. you entered in gloriously and from then on, my life was never the same. when i was down, you spoke to me and picked me up. you cheered me on when there were tasks that i found it impossible to fulfill. but you made it possible. you introduced me to many friends and they made me who i am today. you helped me confess in words and action and taught me your ways to be a true christian. in christ and in stature. (however you spell it) im glad to have you in my life and i just wanna say that, i no longer fear the coming of judgement day. in fact, im excited to know who i am as a christian. i will persevere to do my quiet time and definitely still cope with my studies. i will pray to continue that fellowship i always had with you. i love you father! truly madly deeply.

xoxo angela teo yu hui.(your daughter)

oh i feel good.
i just need to remind myself to do my prayers.
and pray for those who really need the lord
to enter their lives and enlighten them.
(: a christian who would be able to act like a christian.
and i made up my mind.
i will not be mean to that gurl in my class.
no thats not what christians do.
i will be NICE. N-I-C-E.
i hope emma, SQUEAK and doreen knows why.
(:

and thanks hwaimay for enlightening me.
for the fear is gone, and a new chapter of my life






is just about to begin.